Monday, 20 January 2020

Hurt Part 1

Whipping post

She hit me. I don't know why. I've been abused by several women, but I find it hard to talk about. Some women are out to control. I think women should habe some control of their anger.


She talks. Calls me names, insults me and is always rude to me. What can I do? I've tried to leave and she became violent. I'm scared for my LIFE. I need help.


She hurts me, for no reason. I try to talk, but there's none of that. She just wamts; lust, vanity, and pain.

Something about you

Some thing makes me love you, when you hurt me. It's the emotion. The emotional concept of love. I don't know what it is, but sometimes love hurts (goodor bad).

Angels and Demons

Is she an angel or a demon. Both at the same time. Look into her heart, I know she loves me. Can she tell me? NO. So I leave and I wonder will the angel or demon concurr her heart or will she be that way  forever.I don't want to know.

The Vision

The vision of a woman is beautiful, but what is the reality. The person inside and the woman that walks and talks. The experience is sometimes this and others that. But what about my feelings. Every woman knows how that hurt a man.

Wednesday, 4 September 2019


I'm putting out a book. It should be out next year. It's with the publisher Austin Macauley.  I'm also working on a series of detective books. "SizeQ". II'm currently working on a website  I'll be there soon enough.

Friday, 24 May 2019

Time Away


Sometimes we need a break. To relax and enjoy life. To apricate all the things we don't have. Like life love and beauty.  We chill and chill dome more.


time to reflect on our past,  time to think about the future and our past. I think that we need to contemplate the things we do and there repercussions. When you do something.  Do youthink sabout the cost in a sense of karma.

Saturday, 13 April 2019



One day, I was outside waiting, and I started talking to some people.  Nice people.  We talked about all sorts and we got along quite well.  I wonder why some people aren't nice.  Being nice doesn't cost anything. I think we should all try to be a bit nicer. Just for the sake of it.


Once upon a time in Brixton.  I was waiting for a bus, and a woman asked me for a light (for her cigarette). I gave her a light and we started talking.  We talked and smoked cigarettes.  I gave her a lighter and we went our separate ways with good vibes and positivity.


What's stranger than a stranger? Are they just different? Maybe you could make a friend?  Before you know them their a stranger!  Then where the best of friends dodgy,  sheisty, loco, mad, crazy, lazy, or just maybe>:-?=!. <♡@■¿☆~♢¤

Tuesday, 22 January 2019


Mine and yours

I only know my life . You only know yours.  How does it feel? I only know how I feel! They say "if I was you I would. .." But your not me. When the time comes you only have one chance to shine and the choice "IS YOURS".

Share With Friends

In my life, I've shared with friends, and they shared with me. I think that we need to care about our friends.  Those who care about us, so we should care about them. "Treat people the way you want to be treated."

Good and bad

Life is what you make it? Is it where you start? Is it where you finish? Or the average of in between? What do you think is a good life? Is it mine? Or is it yours? Or is it someone elses'.

Wednesday, 21 November 2018


Dedicated to Johanna Payton the Fashion Detective

I have a thought and it develops.  The ideas are brought to the forfont if my minds' eye. I clucth as I grasp the being of my creation.  The idea can be made into  something, but do I have the ambition and the drive to move it forward and become the creator.

I devote myself to an idea, a theme, a plot, a plan, and a concept. I research and study.  The time I have in the day is not enough and I require more, but my wish will never be granted.  So I look with anticipation and devotion.

I have skills,  but are they enough.  Should I acquire more or fine tune my craft. I walk, talk, abd take as i a wake. The opportunity a waits me. All I have to do is find it. To prosper, in a manner of greatness.

Tuesday, 13 November 2018

the deal

I have received a contract for publishing my collection of poems.
"Thoughts from the Edge of Insanity"
by Anthony J W LEWIS

I am reading through the contract.
I am seriously considering signing it.